i need to express some feelings. before i explode. lately i've been feeling very empty. very depressed. and hopeless. i lost someone i cared about. no one really gets how i feel about this lost, because i don't show how i really feel about people. until now. only because i'm truly affected by it. and it hurts still so much. how is the one guy i compare all the other guys to gone? thats pretty huge. because of timing i could never be with this person. which is pretty lame. it never was a good time to be with this person. and i dont believe in pushing things. if its not meant to be then its not meant to be. but i felt it was. just not at that moment. we were planning on getting together at a time when things weren't so inconvenient. now he's gone. just like that. now what? i just accept it and move on? i feel hopeless. i feel....... no matter what i do its never going to be the right time. or the right person. i've sifted through guys like flour. and its never worked out well. and i'm starting to feel HOPELESS. i'm almost numb now. i'm over trying. i give up
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