
Have you ever had an outer body experiences. Like your watching yourself but not not really in the moment.Its a really strange feeling i can't quite place or explain. You live your days like any other day. And you go through the motions like a robot. You feel nothing. Your just living. You want to scratch, claw, scream, anything. Waiting for the moment when you feel like your other half. The one that feels. The one thats happy. The one that offers life more than you do. The one that doesnt feel trap. Or feels suffocated. Then when that other personality comes you forget that this is your time to live in the moment and enjoy whatever it is your feeling. And since your so stuck on the one thats dead, thats all you think about. You wonder when is it going to come back. How much longer do you have to be happy. When is that person coming back. Before you know it That Old Personality is back. And your stuck right back in the trap. Depressing? Its life

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